Haiss.. Tired. slp for 4 hr ? jus wake to study. But i cant remember anything. Is tan helping me to note the important thing.

hMM.. was emo at 3 plus. LOL. well well.. shall not say so muchie y i'm emoing.. wuhaha.

Aniway see that u r hanging with ur friends back now. Happy ya. Sorry. i hurt u alot too. i'm tired..



AHHHH my test gonna FAIL. i haven study.! after today still got a test.! ACCOUNT. OMG. =((

recently went to club. Rebel. fun. =)) make new friends. continue going for 2 day almost die -.-. tired. cum sec day abit drunk. omg

Wed going club again. with lona, joyce =). am i really enjoying? or just trying to kill time? dont let me haf free time to think thing?




Y do u still msg me to take care eat medicine? =( i sld be happi or not happy?

Y when we r still together i told u i'm sick but sometime u don haf action taken?

wad sld i do den??

i'm tired!! i having headach!!

Not enough slp!! n stupid gastic is killing me man.



shall stop n study. MUST at least remember little bit.

emoing -.-. today take mc didnt go work..been going to club continue 2 day.. ytd abit drunk-.-... i'm tired....well sam is a fun boy .. lol take care alrite. don tink so muchie. u'll meet a nice girl soon..

=(( after so long, 1 yr 9 month 8 days my relationship finally ends. Thing still don work out for us.
i do feel sad. i don feel happy. well, after so long u r still saying i jus say break easily. u still say i donno the feeling -.- tired

Friends of mine know how i feel toward my relationship..and how i see this relationship

My eye was red. eye is heavy.

Lucky tan was with me now. staying over at my hse.

i shall not write so much abt my relationship anymore..

i can say.. i'll miss u. But i think i shall just miss, but not be together..

I Have to say sorry that i say break to u again. i totally know how u feel.. but i cant continue.

i do really hope u r the one who say break to me.. Hope u say BREAK to me n not me.. i might regret 1 day? even if i really do, no worries.. i wont find u back.. and i'll just let u go.. cos i'm the one who let u go first.. do take care of urself.. be the jun jie i just know u..


=(( i'll be back alone today again.. but is alrite.. i'm not really always wif him also when i with him.. friends say u r doing thing alone wad.. -.- Stop reminding me.


=(( Night make ppl emo more easily.



My lappy spoil. need serivce but i'm lazy.. using tan lappy now.. today as usually went to school. finish go home den bring lappy to yx there. call him reformat but in the end is the fan spoil -.- den he drive me to chinese garden den i mrt to meet tan.. till now...

end of the day..

=( overall bad day. no more any other day of two of us.

Yea yea~! today school was at PS. after school go shop awhile with friend den back home. we drink a wild mushroom soup~! after break back to classrm.. we were keep on changing email~ hp no~ facebk... bla bla bla.. OH MY today lesson!!! blur! woots damn nice de lor haas craving for prata.

Ytd!! 11 aug! our 1 yr 9 month. we went to town(ion) bugis (ray work place slack) den iluma to watch murderer. abit yuck! bloody. the show so so only v draggy. 2 hrs plus. Watch wif tan n aaron. haiss.

After show sit outside nearby iluma wif dear. talk awhile.. till tan call me say she break wif him le.. den we went to mrt den home~.

Reach home 10 plus bath den go out meet tan at lim bang. Den we go 7 11 buy food makan. woots! we spent almost 20 bucks man! oh my.. den talk talk talk till 12.30 home sweet home as i'm so tired!! wake up 6.30.. home @ 12.30. Next day 6.30 wake up again. shag!

Today on the way to school overslept at mrt. sld alight at douby got but sit till raffles.. -.- den faster alight take train back.


hmmM was thinking how to do a business. so now i'm looking for blogskins for my new online blog shop! Elayne's Nails~ hees! =)

bye~

actually alot of random photo to upload but lazy~

haiss. my relationship is so weird. my bf sudden don like me stick him. he change.

i donno how to face him like tat.

being normal? i cant?

r we still bgf? do u really love me?

if u love a person u would be like this.

u wont don like me stick u..

totally si wang.

some time do u kno i really ask myself does i love u?

i'm stuck in the relationship. do u kno?! i doubt so. cos u kip feel tat is normal. i tell u is not!

and i hate this type of relationship.

seriously

if the relationship u wanted is when u miss me den u look for me. i don wan. i hate it.

when u miss a person automatic u'll look for the ppl. miss the ppl.

u r forcing me not to.

thanks u.

today althought talk to u. n its like nth... sorry u r wrong.

don wan y after so many thing i say to u.. u say ok or wad ever thing. i feel we wont be back anymore.

already totally change..

i feel like this is jus dragging the time.. its really pointless

if 1 day u saw my blog.. pls read through wad i haf written.

i feel i'm not being love by u, n even if now u do.. i donno i'll feel happy anot or no feeling.

i only can say all things change n its really change.. no longer like past anymore.

i started don understand wad u r thinking. and i don feel like thinking anymore..

Today emo. afternoon went to tampines pass form to tric n jh. Den walk ard at tm n t1.. Den we went to saycheeze~ to eat.. not bad. But abit ex. haha. 3 ppl eat $70. After tat walk awhile more den i go find my favourite dhila. den they went to town?

till 8 plus pm. jj den wake. well although i at tm but didnt meet him.

Tml i starting school. think he forget i start sch tml.. he promise to bring me to school on the first day.. well..

2 day ago tell him tat i only work 8 day in aug. ytd nite he wake den went mj. den reply tml u off ah? ... ... ... again he forget...

i totally speachless....

i'm not happy recently.. jus feel bored? tml think i sld go register my car driving. tot of doing all this thing wif him.. but.. haiss..



Is relationship like tat?! i think i'll nv understand.. even if cant meet i think action can let another know ur concern?! i don kno.. i hate to be like this.

i know if kinda childish. but u promise u'll bring me.. 1 month ago. my thinking was jus like.. y adult kip like to lie to children?! wtf.

i wont be so so so angry cos u was saying u going to work.. hope u do wake up in time..to work. but was disappointed! as u totally forget all abt it! is totally! if u remember u'll say sorry. but u totally forget.! thanks u again.

heart drop down to floor n crack to pieces again. after all thing.. n no matter how u stick there always haf line left behind..

sometime n something when u miss.. u wont be able to get back the thing or feeling.



Wish myself gd luck tml. hope i can make friend on the first day. Thanks to nana n dhila still remember tat i going to sch.

ti got so little schedule this month.. only 8 day. my god. ytd went to sing. at iluma the place is nice but but but! half way the aircon gone! my god! damn hot.

Ytd was lucky. first day of opening only charge drink $. if not usually is 1hr $20 !! woots.

back home 4 plus slept at 5.30am.

Wake up at 2 today den start keying paperwork. den makan den key again. finally key finish all at 12 midnite! i almost die. and was so so so hungry now!

today didnt meet jj. cos he wake up at 7 plus. den awhile later receive a msg den he gone to mj.

so i'm whole day at home. well.

dunno he will play till wad time so think tml wont be meeting him too.



haiss shall see tml nite any respond from u. u gif me a feeling tat u forget again. the thing when i keep remind u 1 month ago.



dunno y i'm not happy at all. y? getting more n more bored. all change....


i'm off to bed.