hmm~ ytd got to go cPT work. Got small arguement with peh yean.. Den off work went to find dear. Tot of watching movie de.. But full! woots the day be4 was out wif dear.. while we going to GOD! den dear and me cab home and he but thing for me makan.. so sweet and so gentle nei..

HMM back to ytd. In the end we go batok find jia ming play mj, play till 4 plus.. tot of going makan but all close la!! so in the end he send us home. woots dear coming my house stay nei.. haha=)

Make a new friend ytd. VERON~! haha. and jia ming gf(GUO MING) well.. really feel they v good nei.. and friendly.. woots and was fun. jia ming was so funnny? LOL first time see.. haha..

my dear kanna them say BROrance~ with jia ming.. which mean...GAY! haha

well.. although was abit sleepy.. but was fun!and happy.. haha..

dear was still sleeping now.. haha

等待

期待

等待

期待。。。。


好了真的睡了


晚安婷婷。。。。。。。。。。。。。。




真的好不一样。。。。


我讨厌只有我这样。。。。。。。。。。。。

最近。。总觉得我和dear没有话题可聊。。打给他又没话说。。 我们5天没见面了吧。好闷。。总是我一个人。。晚上总希望能通个电话聊聊今天做了些什么？

但我们在sms总是觉得对方说话的语气在生气。。还是在不爽对方之后就吵架了。。。


让后我自己就在哭。。。。又想很多。。。。

真讨厌这样的感觉。。


现在的我好想哭。。真的好想哭。。

不是要博同情。。是真的要掉泪。。来至我心身处。。。 你知道吗。。。 我很孤单，没有安权感。。。


有时想要一通电话说dear晚安，睡好哦！想你！

多幸福啊。。





我要睡觉了。。。一个人。。

晚安义婷。。

晚安。。。。。



*有时看你的blog。。想起很多东西。。。

看到电视。。我好羡慕季妹妹和任甫。。

任甫都一直把季妹妹放第一。妹妹永远都是对的。。都让着妹妹。。永远都真希这妹妹。。

我好想结婚哦。。。

每天放工回家和老公一起吃饭，看店视，聊聊天。

有孩子也好。。 一直窝在一起的感觉真好。。。

这一天几时会来到呢？

我的他是他吗？



我好想念那些日子。。。



有一天，我听到一些事。。。让我好伤心好伤心。。。

有人说我要求很多。。 是真的吗？我最想要的他有一份稳的工作，然后我们会一止在一起看电视，吃饭。。晚上一起抱着露眠。。





我上班咯。。。。

ytd was a bad day.. for me.. was dropping my tear 1 whole day... cry till sleep.. wake up still cry... was keep on thinking abt... things....

why am i keep dropping tears...?

i'm a bao(princess) in my house.. don't even drop alot tears...

but why still am i keep dropping my tears.....?

why?

cry dao my heart damn pain....

kind of feel........ so different....

am i going to tears to sleep again....?

the feeling is so different..

i just wanna live in a place that is simple~=)






Happy Birthday Z Z

T.T Cry today... again.. cos i was keep on thinking whether to go thailand.. den wanna go wif my jun jie.. den think of money.. den think of really can work ma.. selling cloths. Then just thinking go do my passport and keep can't find then pek cek, den father wake shout at me.. and i call mum ask where she keep she say dunno. say wan help me find help me find... didnt find..

Search half way CRY OUT LOUD. and no people is at home and i'm all alone...... again....

i just hate the feeling beening alone.

T.T T.T T.T

Kam yew was saying why i everything dunno.. say i blur blur.. when i tell him i only know how to cry..
i'm just a cry baby alrite..

Cry dao i abit heart pain pain... ALONE>LONELY..........


Dear was just calling me to find properly..when i say cant find my passport and cry dao heart pain...
....
......

T.T

Tao YAN LA.... T.T

i also dunno wad i wan...













Few day ago.. CRIED and call dear... asking him can come my house pei wo.. he reply can..but.

i emo T.T

in the end he come.. but mid night 2 plus we sleep but 3 plus he haven sleep.. when i wake he say.. later 5 6 plus i go back first ok..? i was stunt.. n speachless.. the thing was tears come out from my eye again.... is it really that heart for u to come over my hse to stay? cant u just hug me throughtout the night? T.T
i keep on crying crying loudly.. den he hug me.. asking me y? don cry dear... give me the hug i always wanted... and say sorry...... T.T

i feel so lonely....

loan shark come pour paint at my house.. tri was so dan xin about me.... so was dear... he sae meet me at my house there tot he coming pei wo again..so happy.. in the end is just send me.. well i'm happy..but i cried too.. he msg me.. dear i just want stay at home..

dear... u know this word do hurt me too.... i dont wish i'm like v ke lian.. and u just come accompany for the seak of accompany.....T.T

if i'm going to say i wanna stay at home instead of accompany u..how u feel? maybe u will feel alrite.. cos.. we are different people ba...different thinking..