kinda emo recently.. dun know y..
Dont really like smiling. Even i see my favourite deary. weird. wad wrongs?

AhhHH i want $$$$.

Doing some shopping online and spent $80!! my gods.. no $ still spent.
My pay onli will be in 25 next month. HOW AM I GOING TO PAY MY HSE BILL! WTF.
Big HeaD i can say.

Can i like normal teenages?! Earn money spent myself? not for billlllllll.... i haf to find at least $600 for all bill man! $600.! i nid a break! i really nid! Not include my expenses, transport. my God. Can let me strike a TOTO?! alot alot?! den i can go study without thinking so much abt work and still can take my nail and make up course. I need $$$$$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna go out. i wanna go steamboat. i wanna go k box. i wanna have some night life. but wont get fat. i wanna studyn half work. i wan to cab home when i'm just tired n not forcing myself to take bus when going midnight. i wanna buy shoes, clothing, bag, see doctor for my face, repaint my room wall, bed, wardrode, table, light, fan. I want aircon. can i?!



I'M REALLY TIRED............ CAN I DON PAY FOR MY HSE BILL?!?! AND SPENT THE $$? CAN I?! OMG. can i jus after school work part time.. den out wif my deary.. haf light supper.. chit chat awhile.. cab home den next day?! too much?! too much???! =(( anyone know how tired and how i envious girl??.. i know there r ppl more worst den me.. but most of them no! NO NO NO!

i'm tired but cant close my eye.......

Anyone can be like the type of deary i want? always beside me when i fall slp? hugging me throughout the night?

i dont want to be a strong women.. i jus wan to be a small women..