T.T Cry today... again.. cos i was keep on thinking whether to go thailand.. den wanna go wif my jun jie.. den think of money.. den think of really can work ma.. selling cloths. Then just thinking go do my passport and keep can't find then pek cek, den father wake shout at me.. and i call mum ask where she keep she say dunno. say wan help me find help me find... didnt find..

Search half way CRY OUT LOUD. and no people is at home and i'm all alone...... again....

i just hate the feeling beening alone.

T.T T.T T.T

Kam yew was saying why i everything dunno.. say i blur blur.. when i tell him i only know how to cry..
i'm just a cry baby alrite..

Cry dao i abit heart pain pain... ALONE>LONELY..........


Dear was just calling me to find properly..when i say cant find my passport and cry dao heart pain...
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T.T

Tao YAN LA.... T.T

i also dunno wad i wan...













Few day ago.. CRIED and call dear... asking him can come my house pei wo.. he reply can..but.

i emo T.T

in the end he come.. but mid night 2 plus we sleep but 3 plus he haven sleep.. when i wake he say.. later 5 6 plus i go back first ok..? i was stunt.. n speachless.. the thing was tears come out from my eye again.... is it really that heart for u to come over my hse to stay? cant u just hug me throughtout the night? T.T
i keep on crying crying loudly.. den he hug me.. asking me y? don cry dear... give me the hug i always wanted... and say sorry...... T.T

i feel so lonely....

loan shark come pour paint at my house.. tri was so dan xin about me.... so was dear... he sae meet me at my house there tot he coming pei wo again..so happy.. in the end is just send me.. well i'm happy..but i cried too.. he msg me.. dear i just want stay at home..

dear... u know this word do hurt me too.... i dont wish i'm like v ke lian.. and u just come accompany for the seak of accompany.....T.T

if i'm going to say i wanna stay at home instead of accompany u..how u feel? maybe u will feel alrite.. cos.. we are different people ba...different thinking..