♥ Wednesday, January 7, 2009
hoho tis blog been open since last year.. but didn't update anything. since a brand new yrs i shall start by today~!.
well..
First of all.. i'm single on 20 dec sigh.. be4 i single actually i brought a t-shirt as xmas present for him.. in the end didnt give..
24 dec, meet peh yean go for a facial at town.. she treat! and she brought alot of thing for mi. my gods~! but thanks her alot. After that.. we headed to vivo~! cos town was damn crowded!tian ah! n n n..vivo is crowded too. we walk walk walk...den had our dinner. After tat we no wher to go n went to jason work place.PUB. spend our xmas eve there.. till 3? lol. Actually haf way through dinner reveive msg from tri. askin mi join them at jh hse to celebrate.. wah.. but abit late.. ..
25 dec, was workin afternoon shift.. after work tri,jh came..meet them for dinner~ @ cine.When saw jh he gif mi a bag of thing.. i was like ??? den he say it was from jj.. i was.. sigh.. my thinking is messy.. cannot say v happi..nor sad..and when goin finish our dinner saw jj.was the first time we break off saw each other. well.. after tat i was damn tired n went home..and they went to watch movie.. i wAN WATCH TWILIGHT! but lots ppl sae not nice.. so in the end didnt watch.. wait for my friend to lent mi ba..zz
1 jan, nth special.. 8 plus reach hm.. and 12 plus fall asleep.. tink was damn tired n sleepy past few week.. hmm receive a cake from jj..didnt eat on tat dae..cos v late le..wait fat fat.. haha. but next dae mornin i makan all by myself! hoho n.... i gt transfer to center point.....
one dae..cant remember which dae.. jj ma..called mi.. to help her daughter buy thing haha.. but haven tell mi wad item o.. n one dae.......receive v hurting msg from somebody.. haiss.. cannot even imgine tis came out from ur mouth....well i cant sae anithing..
6 jan, meet peh yean after work to makan.. as i owe her one meal.. cos she always treat mi..so tis time round my turn.. haha..we went to hk cafe.cine. den makan till goin 10? we headed to k box. LOL.sing till 1. and we headed hm.. tis day we talk alot.. abt mi.. i jus feel kind of lost again..zz i'm always lost in my life. in work. in love. till now i simply cant walk out the dark circle!.. haiss well tink i need time..time time. i always feel insecure.
7 jan, 7 plus be4 off work.. i saw jj! i was shock. we in the end jus pass by each other.. i was like ..dunno..shock den dunno sae wad.. he also didnt sae anithing. so jus see each other den walk away.. well tat moment is damn damn sour.. ahh y is mi sia..walk pass each other.. well.. i haf to stand up on my 2 feet~!
3 am~! when i was lying on bed.. i started to scretch my face, rub my eye.. den slowly my boby.. den i kip went to toilet to wash.. getting more n more worst!and face was swallon! and i cant tahan. i wake my ma! and she jus call mi to bath.n tat all!! i angry n pek cek. when to bath. but it still no work. i cried.. n walk to my sec bro who is slpin.. i knee down beside mi.. wake him up call him bring mi to doc. he was kind of shock when he saw mi.. and he hugged mi. well cos i'm crying.. i hugged him back cry more louder n sae NO PPL CARE ABT MI LA... den he fast fast wear clothing and bring mi to cck 24hr.. i kip on scretching when we r on the dae to lot 1.well he scolded mi.. DON SCRETCH. well i cry when i was walkin.. of cos. when reach.. the doc. kind of idiot. dunno how come sg so mani doc like tat. Don be doctor better la!! F***. Den inside gt a injection. to stop the itch. went out of the room n wait for the bill. the bill was 80 plus! my godness...zzz haiss.. den cab hm. den kor went to slp. so i did the same thing too. eat my medicine n slp. was mc for todae n tml...
Jus.. Jus.. half hr ago.. jj call my bro down.. i dunno y.. n till now den i read his blog. cos i donno he invite mi.when reading was damn sad..jus like last time.. so after reading send him a msg. awhile later.. mama back..gif mi a bag of thing.. from him.. of cos.. the item is wad i always wan!was happy.. seriously thanks u.. if u gt read dao my blog..
well well.. kind of sian..$$ runnin low~~ lookin for part time job? haha.. hmm.. meeting tan comin sat to shop for new year clothin..after tat i still need go help ppl do nail...ahh.. tired.
till now i still hate being alone,i hate slient sometime,i hate being leave behind.. i feel nth like smooth ah.. lol work friend kaini sae she gt shock by mi.. cos i kip on dieting.. lol.. i was like gt abit depession ah... kip on thinkin n thinkin..hmm peh yean was callin stop thinkin!i nid relax..lol.. hao lo.. tat all for todae haha. nite nites~!
AND!! my blog not fully done... as wad u all can see.. no intro.. no pic.. no song..no link.. will update soon when i free keke..
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